You know how some people just set you off - help your to realize your sinfulness more than anyone else? Well, I know this woman who just irritates me. Tonight I was setting up for our big Multi-Cultural Festival tomorrow and it was a terrible time. Our country coordinator told us to be there at 7pm, BUT we were actually supposed to be entirely COMPLETED in our set-up by 7pm. UM...why? Then, she said to come at 10am tomorrow, BUT when she asked me what time I was going to show up and I said 10, she basically said we could NEVER be ready if we came then. WHAT? I got that time when you told it to me. SO, after the set-up was done, MG and I went to have ice cream to calm myself.
Amen - it is easier to be bad than good, but it's not better to be bad than good!
And earlier today, words came out of my mouth that should have stayed up in there. Why does that happen? It's not often, but honestly - what happens is that whenever I do something stupid, I feel like I can't ever forget it. It's ridiculous - but I feel like I've ruined my relationship with these people once I've said it. Mostly it's because I hate being wrong and also despise confrontation. So, if I'm wrong (I don't argue that I'm right), I try to just avoid the person so I don't have to deal with it. This is definitely a character flaw that I really need to work on - also the flapping my mouth thing too.